Who am i? Absent of all the stereotypical indications, im just a 29 year old girl trying to figure out her life, really testing the due diligence of who she is and what she may become. Difficult as it maybe its necessary. It’s like ignoring that toothache until it becomes just so agonizing that you just say fuck it, where’s the dentist. I’m someone who appreciates the beauty in the human experience enough to know that there are only a few people in this world you ought to trust, and to know that even the ones that you don’t trust will surprise you. It’s accepting limitations of what I can and cannot do and never asking more questions than needed. I’m a girl searching for the truth, love, acceptance, admiration and validation from herself. I’m a notoriously private person who’s chosen to write about why.
I’ve never shied away from the truth, I’ve always try to confront it head on but sometimes even for me its a big pill to swallow, this is one of those times I suppose. I’m tired of living in someone else’s truth, I’m tired of living within someone else’s own reality, it’s a break through that seemingly has come at the right time. I’ve decided I had to eliminate everything in my life that wasn’t working, the boyfriend, the job, the location. Sometimes when you’re blind you have the best direction, just trust in your moral compass and always be true to what you feel and believe. I was a person who was never satisfied with anything until I had nothing.
